I woke to find myself alone in bed. She wasn’t there beside me. But there was a note on her pillow and a hot cup of coffee on the nightstand beside the bed. I took a sip of the steaming coffee, she had made it just the way I liked it. I smiled and pick up the note. “Dear Sir, I hope you slept well and that the coffee is… Read More »The Gift
I posed a question last night about the use of the word play for a kink moment in D/s and asked if anyone had a better word. The responses I got were mostly what is wrong with the word play? In the audio I attempt (poorly) to talk about why I don’t like the word play and then wander off into other things.
And Forgiveness I have decided to try something different and record some audio for my thoughts on this. My apologies if I ramble. Let me know if I should do this again, or not.
What we believe is what we are. That is my theory anyway. There is some scientific evidence that suggests that the universe we live in is a hologram. that at the most basic level everything is made up of quantum foam, where particles seem to pop in and out of existence. When you try to observe the behavior of sub atomic particles they tend to act differently when they are… Read More »Make Believe
So this post isn’t about one thing but rather two. The first is that Lillith and I have met in person. It was brilliant in ways that I am not sure I can explain just yet. It was the culmination of a perfect storm of events. I had recently finished destroying my last relationship and seriously damaging my other. While I am completely to blame for all of this, but… Read More »A Perfect Storm
A friend recently asked me about kink and impact play and bruises. “What is it that you like about that if I may ask? I wonder what goes through a guy’s mind?” As often happens when I am asked questions like this my mind immediately jumped to several answers that kind of got my point across, but with reflection I thought that maybe I could expand on those answers and… Read More »This is what I mean
Tomorrow is the day that we meet. It seems like it was a long time coming and yet at the same time it seems like it was only moments ago you sent me a DM and we started talking. Now, as I write this there are thirteen hours left until we meet in person. We have shared many things about ourselves and not just fun, sexy stuff. But our views… Read More »Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
There is a moment coming soon. Something unexpected but very desired. A moment when things will come together in a single place and time. Where questions that have been asked will be answered, and the truth of things will be made clear. Or not. I know what I believe will happen, that the connection that up to now only exists at a distance will become a connection made more intense… Read More »That Little Click
Doctor Zhivago checked that all was in readiness for his next client. He had received extensive notes on this case and had made many preparations. “Nurse!” he called. “Bring her in.” The nurse led the naked redhead into the exam room using a leash attached to a collar around her neck. “She has had all of her holes thoroughly cleaned and is ready for your inspection.” The nurse said as… Read More »Cross Examination
I suppose that this doesn’t really qualify as a secret, but I am going to say that maybe not everyone knows this so it is going to count. I learned that I had a kink that I was unaware of. In retrospect I suppose I should have realized it sooner. I have known for a while that I was a Dom, but what came as a surprise is that I… Read More »open secret
