I have a playlist that I listen to, mostly Friday to Saturday. It isn’t a long playlist, but it spans decades and genres of music. I am listening to it now as I write. Music helps me write. It helps with many things. Right now it is helping with waiting. I am a patient man, I have waited a long time to see her again. Soonish the waiting will be… Read More »Waiting for my ship to come in
I am a fan of romance. I always have been. I cry at mushy movies and I am not shy to show it. I know that seems like it couldn’t be true. After all I am a dom and I am supposed to be in charge and in control of myself and others. But I don’t see a problem. After all I am not one dimensional, I am a whole… Read More »I love you – I am at rest with you – I have come home.
And again there are no words. Words exist that can, used by a poet, achieve a dim monochrome of the body’s love, but beyond that they fail clumsily. My love flowed out to her, hers back to me. Mine stroked and soothed. Hers caressed. The distance – and the difference – between us dwindled and vanished. We could meet, mingle, and blend. Neither one of us existed any more; for… Read More »A Symbiosis of Love
I have had sex with more people than I can count. I have been in love with a smaller number of people that I can count. I have been in a (sort of) monogamous relationship. I have been in a polyamorous relationship. I have been thinking about love a lot recently. There are many versions of love. The love you have for family, for friends, for a good sandwich and… Read More »Monoromanticamouristexpialidocious
Things have been building up lately, for the both of us I think. It has been a while since we have been together. It is becoming intense. I often see the sub side of Twitter talking about how much they need to submit. Much less frequently do I see the other side of the slash talking about what they need. With things as they are right now I don’t know… Read More »Dance on a Volcano
We have never shared a bath together. I am pretty sure that she isn’t the biggest fan of baths. I find them to be ok, unless they are shared. I want to spend a day full of kink moments with marks and bruises, welts and love. A day where we take our time exploring each other, exploring our roles and desires until we collapse into a tired sweaty mess. Then… Read More »Existentialism means that no one else can take a bath for you.
I have a proposition for you my Lillith. I want all of you, now I want to be clear I do mean everything. Not just the good things, but all of it. No matter what. You have my promise that I will accpet you as you are no matter what that turns out to be. I just want to know you completely, not to change you, but to understand you.… Read More »All I want is Everything, All I will give is the Same
The delicate balance of mentoring someone is not creating them in your own image, but giving them the opportunity to create themselves. Steven Spielberg There is a delicate balance that needs to be maintained when miles, and time and circumstances keep you and your partner in filth apart. We both work hard at finding just the right spot where we can keep local life and our relationship where it works.… Read More »Long Distance D/S is Not a Balance Sheet
On December the 9th 2019 I met Lillith in person for the first time. I met her at the airport and we took a bus to the place that would become known as “A Bed and No Breakfast” . We had quite a time finding the place and once we did, there was no one there to tell us which room was ours. We phoned the number that came with… Read More »A Year Ago I would have Never Pictured My Life The Way It Is Today
We will be together again soon. We will be able to touch, and laugh and yes, fuck and be kinky. Maybe even do some things that you might find deeply perverse. To affirm what we are to each other. These are difficult times and LDR is hard during the best of times. But we have worked hard in spite these things and in spite of my mistakes. She has been… Read More »Six Days and Seven Nights