I am a fan of romance. I always have been. I cry at mushy movies and I am not shy to show it. I know that seems like it couldn’t be true. After all I am a dom and I am supposed to be in charge and in control of myself and others.
But I don’t see a problem. After all I am not one dimensional, I am a whole person and not just one facet. I also don’t see why romance and d/s can’t go hand in hand. In fact, I need them to go hand in hand. Otherwise it doesn’t work for me. I know that others can separate those things, but I can not. I will not.
I am in an LDR and that means our time together is limited, it has been a long time since we have been together. A long time since I have been touched by another human. More importantly a long time since I have been touched by the woman I love.
I won’t say that it has been easy, it hasn’t. But I know what I want. It is her, or nothing. I know how she makes me feel. How at peace I am even when things are tough. Even when she and I don’t see eye to eye. It doesn’t change the foundation of us.
Where the future will take is uncertain. The world has changed and it will surely change more. But in the end none of that matters. I choose her. Even if nothing changes.
After all when your heart finds its final home you can’t ignore that.
I love you – I am at rest with you – I have come home.