I have never liked my body. Not any piece of it. Not when I was a child, not when I was a teen, not when I was a man and certainly not now that I am an old man.
I am obviously not as unattractive as I think I am. A beautiful woman loves me and she is not the first. But I just don’t see it myself. I have always avoided mirrors and when I can’t I hate what I see. I always have.
With age that hasn’t improved. I see an old man now, and one who could lose a spare persons worth of weight.
So here is my Never Have I Ever.
I will learn to love the body I am in. Because I never have before.